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Self awareness meets self destruction. Admitting you have a problem is the first step, right?


And all at once, its flooding in
Self sabotage, what could have been
The first reflex and bad habits
I'll self destruct before it begins

Uncomfortable, I don't deserve
To feel so safe and undisturbed
Before it comes, the big bad hurt,
I'll try to leave without a word.

How long will I fight a battle I can't win?
How long until I can give in?

And when my tongue works far too quick,
There's no explaining my way out of this
I can't take back the things I said
To make you feel so unwanted.

How long will I fight a battle I can't win?
How long until I can give in?

Let me give in.


released January 15, 2020
Lyrics by Makenzie Kamal
Music by Saeros
Additional Vocals by Faith Thompson
Drums and Vocals tracked at River Bear Studios in Longwood, FL
Bass tracked by Robert Talon
Guitars tracked by Makenzie Kamal
Re-amping, mixing and mastering by Lawrence Gamble in Houston, Texas
Single Artwork by Britney Arkin
Creative design for artwork by Makenzie Kamal and Faith Thompson


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